I saw his back and can't think about anything else....
Why do I so miss him? Why it's so difficult for me to stay here last two weeks? I'm afraid that everything is going to be over as usual. Therefore why am I so filled? Again. We are communicating last month like we are long together (well, almost). And I'm completely sure that it will be very very fucking very hard to wean him, especially for me. I don't want to lose him. I realize how it would be difficult to accept his character, because we have the same but somehow I miss him very much.